personal/emotional post/rant below.
 

 

I'm really pissed at my boyfriend right now... I mean I get that he hasn't got time for me right now, because he moved yesterday, has 40 hours of work per week and is leaving for Australia next month... but still: Just tell me that you don't have time to meet me and not tell me we could see each other sunday, before your shift starts and then leave me hanging...
And I miss him! :( I haven't seen him properly (not for only one hour and then sleeping in the same bed) for one week or so... I was really looking forward to meeting him today! And then he's like "What happened, why did you call me?"... Maybe because I told I'd call you today so I we could discuss when I would come over?! "I have to tidy up my room and get some sleep before my night shift starts..." Yeah, fucking great. You couldn't have told me that yesterday when I called you? Or Friday? Or Thursday? Or Wednesday? Instead of telling me we could meet sunday...
And next week he'll be working every night from 11pm until 6am and the week after again and then he'll get a new job for 4 weeks and then two weeks after that he'll fly to Australia.
And he doesn't even see that that makes me sad. really really sad.
 
Argh, Not only did I not make any plans with others today or else, but I don't know it seems like he doesn't even want to see me....
I saw him Sunday night for one episode of Sherlock and then Wednesday night for another episode and he stayed at my place for the night, but he had to leave like 8am... I just miss him.
 
Sorry for the rant, I guess listening to A Fine Frenzy isn't good for my mood... I'll go for a walk now. Although the weather's really not good... It looks like rain.

Breakfast on a Saturday morning.

Yesterday I drove to Munich and helped a friend (from Peking) move into her new (shared) apartment!
It's beautiful, old and unfortunately really expensive, but the only acceptable option for her to live for the next few months.
It made me realise how much I'm actually looking forward to autumn afternoons and evenings in my own apartment and a glass (bottle) of wine and a very good book. Living alone with my brother for the in my parents house will have to do for the next year!
 
Oh and I made up my mind about my future. Unfortunately I probably won't be able to do any internships, so I'll have to study at uni. But because I'm so late only two subjects will be possible for choose: One being Mathmetics and the other Anglistic (English literature). I would love both, bot both more as a hobby than a serious future subject.
Plus I have to stay with my brother for the next year, I just can't leave him alone, so I'll have to go to our local uni.
I think I'll take English Literature. It'll be more fun. And my English isn't that bad, so it shouldn't be too complicated.
 
Oh and I adore this dress! It's sooo pretty!

I'm in a creative phase right now... Sorry if I'm spamming you with my sets... ;)

This set inspired me to go for a walk with my dad's old analog Rollei. Bye, guys, I'm off to enjoy some nature (after grocery shopping...)!

It's been sooo long, I know! :( It's like I'm living a completely new life in Germany now & I try to concentrate on my future, which is appearing to be really time consuming!
 
(burgundy is still my favourite colour. I need to find new colour to obsess over!)

This set is inspired by and dedicated to my lovely friend @flower-fashionista! Thank you for your kind comments and all in all your continuing support (although I've been absent for the past month!)! :)

I was tagged by @flower-fashionista in her lovely set:
http://www.polyvore.com/heres_to_kids/set?id=50111520

Name: Lynn (nick name)
Country: China, Germany
Star sign: -
 
~ faves ~
Colour: Red (especially burgundy)
Animal: Cats
Food: Probably berries, green apples, pears, bananas and melons
Book: Harry Potter series, Emilia Galotti, Persuasion
Electronic/gadget: iPod touch
Movie: Wild Target, Harry Potter,
Actor: Ryan Gosling
Actress: Emma Watson
Author: Jane Austen, Mascha Kaléko
Song: Your Song - Ellie Goulding
Band: The Beatles, April Chase, Buena Vista Social Club, The Doors
Music artist: John Mayer, Birdy, Sofia Stark, Ron Pope, Ludovico Einaudi, Parov Stelar
TV show: Pretty Little Liars, Gilmore Girls
Shop: Zara, Mango, H&M, Duty Free shops
Celeb: Miley Cyrus (because she's a really remarkable person regarding health and fitness)
 
~ random ~
Something that makes you, you: Journals and muted colours
Artist: Cezanne
Hobbies: Reading, tumblr (I have to admit...), shopping, fitness & health, guitar & singing, drinking coffee and tea
 
I tag:
@parisheartschic @pale @galehus @tomorrowsparties @ladynissaa @are-you-with-me @myduza-and-koteczka @decadente @elske88 @whatismyname

I know it's been over a month! But I've been so busy with school! BUT: Last weekend I graduated, meaning: no more high school for me (only university, which I'm looking forward to!). And no more school apparently also means partying and hardly being home... (I don't want to be absolutely anti-social! ;))
 
So this is sort of a comeback-set, although I won't be able to pos sets as regular as I used to, especially since I'm moving back to Germany in exactly one week! (Sooooo nervous & also a little sad! Don't want to leave Beijing!).
 
So about the Selena Gomez picture: Maybe some saw the set about myself (http://www.polyvore.com/you_found_me/set?id=46325204) in which I mentioned that my hair was really long! (it almost reaches my tailbone now!)
And I've had the idea of chopping it off for quite some time now, but never had the guts to ever follow through my plan. Until now. I was thinking, that graduating, moving, changing mentally and physically (becoming healthier, looking after my body) and actually starting a new important phase of my life would be a good reason to also change my hair. Closing the chapter high school is a really important step in my life, since it also means leaving Beijing and going back to Germany (and starting to live on my own with my little brother).
That's why I want to cut my hair shorter. (Such a long explanation for this... why do I always feel like I need to defend myself for wanting to cut my hair off?!)
 
And since Selena Gomez has a similar facial form and actually looks a little like me (my mom and my best friend told me so... not sure whether I actually believe them or not!) I'm aiming for this hair cut.
Oh and I want to find out whether I actually get curls after cutting my hair off or not. Now I have really wavy hair, but it's so long that I could get curls if it was shorter! Excited! ;)
 
Again: Sorry for the hiatus! I kinda missed polyvore, so I'm aiming for posting regularly ;)

I was tagged by @flower-fashionista in her wonderful set: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?faved_by=888855&id=51061842
& by @parisheartschic in her set: http://www.polyvore.com/dreamer/set?id=49093418
1. Tag 20 people (including me)
2. Use 1 item from this set and 1 item from page 5
of your items:
I used the chloe perfume from @flower-fashionista's set, "voila!" from @parisheartschic's set the blouse from page 5 of my items.

I tag:
@galehus @audreylostinparis @you-polluted-my-whole-life @are-you-with-me @decadente @annesophiemolly @aninalu @pale @emyemoemu @afashionhouse @in-february @ponyboy @tatteredmelody @myduza-and-koteczka @hahahalie @horsegurl @tomorrowsparties @lieutenant-winter @ladynissaa @thestrawberryswing